Rules for life I can never want, but, if anything, only Hope. God is everything. I am in the situations I am in for a reason (There doesn't have to be a reason, though) I don't need to know the purpose of everything. If a situation is reoccuring, then I'm probably not learning my lesson. Fear means that the feared is an eventuality. The feared can be ejoyed as a part of God Fear is reoccuring, misery is reoccuring, suffering is reoccuring... etc., etc. Everything is always the same. (This one is hard, I only understand it occasionally) Everything is always changing. (This one is easier said than done) Almost everything is cyclical. (reoccuring/self sustaining) There is no "otherlife/afterlife" Focus on this one. I am selfish, and I admit it. I want to solve my problems that cause me to be selfish. I want to be happy If I look outside myself for happyness, i will not find it, for everything outside it temporal (Law of Marginal Decay- if i eat a peice of pizza, then later i will have a small ammount less craving for pizza... and when i have more pizza, that craving will become even less, and by varying what i experience, i can increase that craving, but it is only temporary.) Signposts (miricles, powers, etc.) are there to point us in a direction. Signposts are not to get stuck at. Signposts lead to Bus stops. I get on the Bus when it comes. (Otherwise I'm stuck in Fear) I get off the Bus when it stops. (Otherwise I'm probably still at a signpost) Sometimes I miss the 9:00 (AM), and get there for the 10:30...(PM) I'm not in a rush. I get to where I am going when I get there, no sooner, no later. Being that everything is God, everything is perfect, and no change is needed. Change is God as well, and therefor nessecary. It doesn't matter who did it. It doesn't matter if I did it. It happened. There isn't any reason to be upset when "It" happens. "It" was suppose to happen. If i didn't like "It," Then i should assume there is something that I'm not learning. Life isn't about NOT feeling, its about FEELING. Just because something doesn't upset me doesn't mean I'm a "bad" person. People are not "Good" or "Bad." People are God. People just "Exist" (kinda like "It" just happened...) Yes, God kills people. If I'm ashamed of something, then I'm fearing. People do not affect me. I cause myself to be Affected. (Eventually, being "Affected" just happens... But I'm not there yet) I reap what i sow. If i reap something i didn't want, then thats my fault (as far as i haven't learnt my lesson) Eventually I will reap, and i will sow, but they will not be connected, they will happen. Happyness (contentment, perfection, etc.) exists withing, and in the moment. Happyness does not exist outside myself (nothing will make me happy) and looking for it brings me outside the moment. Luck is teaching lessons. If I am jealous, I'm not getting it. If I expect people to understand where I am coming from, then I am going to be disappointed. People generally do not read minds. People expect me (and I expect of them...) to know what is going on in their life, and what is in their past (this is their "Handbasket") I'll try my damnedest to get rid of my "Handbasket." My "Handbasket" keeps me from being in the moment. Being in the moment is not the "Goal." Being in the moment is a measurement of how much shit i have left in my "Handbasket." Being in the moment "Happens." I can't cause it, and if I'm trying, its definitely bringing me out of the moment. If I expect something of others, then i need to be that thing myself. I need to accept who I am and who others Are. Other people do not need my help. I can help others. Being dependant generally springs from Fear. Dependancy is a part of God. God is also fear. Everything is Ego, and everything is Manipulation, WHEN thought about. Everything is wonderful when it "Happens." What I "am" or "am not" suppose to be or do according to anything is based upon Fear. I am who I am and I do what I do. If I do anything, I need to be truthful, forthcoming, and ask myself why I did it.